It’s the open letter spreading around the Internet, written by a man, Matthew Fray, calling out “sh**ty husbands.”
“Good men can be bad husbands,” Fray writes.
Does this letter make you think twice about what a good relationship entails? Fray tells his story, he says, so you don’t have to get divorced like him.
Our resident therapist, Carolyn Klassen, joins us at 2:30pm CT to help navigate this. In the meantime, check out his “Open Letter To Sh**ty Husbands for yourself:
I was a shitty husband.
And it’s not because I’m a massive jerk, or abusive, or particularly difficult to get along with.
I was a shitty husband because I didn’t respect my wife’s thoughts and feelings about things I mistakenly believed didn’t matter. When two people disagree, both think they’re right. Which makes the other person wrong.
But sometimes there is no “right.” Sometimes, there is no “wrong.”
You liked the movie. She didn’t. She likes salsa dancing. You don’t. Nobody is right or wrong. But we treat one another like that’s the case. That what I think and believe and feel is right. Therefore, you must be wrong.
I was a shitty husband because I promised her in front of hundreds of people we knew that I would love and honor her all the days of my life. In good times, and in bad. And then I didn’t do that. I didn’t do it in the bad times because I didn’t “feel” like it. Because it wasn’t easy or convenient.
For years, I put my wants and needs ahead of her’s. Not for the “big things,” which is all I thought mattered. I put me first in all the “little things.” Disagreements about housework, passively leaving her to manage our schedules, and the logistics of caring for our son.
She tried to talk to me about it. But I didn’t listen.
I thought she was nagging. Complaining. Being needy. Being a bitch.
I thought because I was a nice person, and that I’d made sacrifices for her, that I was a good husband. I thought because I didn’t do a bunch of bad things some guys do that I was a good husband. I didn’t realize it until much too late: Good men can be bad husbands. Just like good men can be bad at designing bridges, or bad at water-color painting, or bad at water skiing.
We don’t want to hear bad things being said about us. Especially from those we believe we sacrifice daily for. So when we do, we don’t listen. We justify our behavior. Rationalize it. Get defensive. And angry.
We disagree with them, and tell them they’re wrong. Sometimes we tell them they’re crazy. Sometimes we raise our voices or call them a name.
Divorce is the great social crisis of our time, and not enough people are talking about it. Two good, smart, nice people marry voluntarily, and deny it though they will, it’s a coin toss as to whether they’ll be married a decade later.
I tell my story so that maybe other people won’t get divorced like me. <MORE>